Time will heal, won't it?
They keep saying
time will heal.
I always keep those words in mind.
So I get strong. So I keep looking forward. And leave the past behind.
But as the days passed, I started to wonder.
Maybe yes, time heals everything.
But can everything heal in time?
The healing process..
Sometimes makes me tired. And.. impatient.
I just want everything to be better as soon as possible.
And if it's possible, I don't want to deal with the process.
Just give me the results.
Human's egoism, yeah, I know.
Weeks have passed. And I've been through a lot of up and downs.
There are times when I could face the day happily without any worry and pain.
But there are also times when memories started to haunt me again,
weakening thoughts started to fill my mind, I started to miss that one person,
and I could feel the pain over and over again.
I was in a serious pain.
And I'm still feeling it.. Sometimes.
Sometimes I was just wondering..
Will I ever be able to forget the past, when everything around me only reminds me of it?
Aish, forget it. Hahaha.
Life goes on, right? And as the time passes by, I'm sure that everything's gonna be alright.
(How unstable am I, lol)
I will always keep in mind, that I will be strong enough to face everything.
And I'll always believe that something
better and bigger and prettier and more awesome and more amazing and more beautiful is waiting for me in future.
Because I have that one Father that cares for me more than I could ever imagine.
Amen.
Time will heal, won't it?
They keep saying
time will heal.
I always keep those words in mind.
So I get strong. So I keep looking forward. And leave the past behind.
But as the days passed, I started to wonder.
Maybe yes, time heals everything.
But can everything heal in time?
The healing process..
Sometimes makes me tired. And.. impatient.
I just want everything to be better as soon as possible.
And if it's possible, I don't want to deal with the process.
Just give me the results.
Human's egoism, yeah, I know.
Weeks have passed. And I've been through a lot of up and downs.
There are times when I could face the day happily without any worry and pain.
But there are also times when memories started to haunt me again,
weakening thoughts started to fill my mind, I started to miss that one person,
and I could feel the pain over and over again.
I was in a serious pain.
And I'm still feeling it.. Sometimes.
Sometimes I was just wondering..
Will I ever be able to forget the past, when everything around me only reminds me of it?
Aish, forget it. Hahaha.
Life goes on, right? And as the time passes by, I'm sure that everything's gonna be alright.
(How unstable am I, lol)
I will always keep in mind, that I will be strong enough to face everything.
And I'll always believe that something
better and bigger and prettier and more awesome and more amazing and more beautiful is waiting for me in future.
Because I have that one Father that cares for me more than I could ever imagine.
Amen.
