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Sunday, May 27, 2012 ♥
Life of a Teenager Hidup terkadang membawamu kepada sebuah situasi dan kondisi yang membuatmu, ingin menghilang dari peredaran. Rasanya ingin sekali beristirahat sejenak dari segala persoalan yang tengah di hadapi, beristirahat sejenak dari segala rutinitas hidup, beristirahat sejenak dari rasa sakit dan kekecewaan. Ingin rasanya pergi ke suatu tempat yang jauh sekali, yang bahkan kau sendiripun tak tahu kemana. Tidak ada tujuan apa-apa, hanya ingin menyendiri. Hidup terkadang membuatmu bosan akan hidupmu sendiri. Bosan akan rutinitas yang begitu-begitu saja. Jenuh akan semua persoalan yang tak pernah ada ujungnya. Ingin rasanya merasakan sebuah lingkungan hidup yang baru. Mengenal orang-orang baru. Berdiam di sebuah tempat yang baru, yang semua-muanya pun terasa asing bagiku. Aku ingin menjadi orang asing. Dan berteman dengan alien. |
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Monday, January 16, 2012 ♥
lalalala ~ "So when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong." Mariah Carey's Hero. Manusia hidup berdasarkan harapan. Dan karena harapanlah manusia bisa bertahan hidup. Harapan akan hari esok, harapan agar segala sesuatunya bisa menjadi lebih baik dari hari ini. Manusia bisa menjadi kuat dalam setiap derap hidup. Karena mereka masih percaya akan ada satu hal dibalik semuanya. Harapan. But hopes can also be the saddest thing ever. Saat anda menggantungkan harapan anda terlalu tinggi. Saat anda diberikan harapan yang sangat tinggi. Berharap ini dan itu. Membuat anda bahagia hingga melayang ke langit, dan pada akhirnya.. Terhempas kembali ke tanah. And it totally hurts. I always hate this kind of situation. I hate being disappointed, because of too-high-expectations. I rather expect nothing than expect too much. Terkadang, saat kita tidak berharap apa-apa, kita malah mendapatkan yang kita inginkan. Dan saat kita berharap terlalu banyak, hanya kekecewaanlah yang didapatkan. I have to learn to be grateful for everything, which is a very difficult thing to do. When we are grateful, we won't be disappointed. Cause we'll know that everything we receive is the best for us. |
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Saturday, December 31, 2011 ♥
THE 365TH DAY Well, time flies fast. Or can I say, too fast. I just celebrated 2011's new year, and now it's the last day of 2011. I just started my 11th grade of school, and now 1 semester has passed. I just had my 16th birthday party, and now I'm 17 already. Many things happened in these 365 days, and none of them I do regret. I just want to be thankful for everything. Everything that I have, Everything that I've been through, Every people in my life, Every sweet moments, Every second I spent in this life, Thank You God for this year. even it's not the best. Or even the hardest year I've been through, I still thank You :) So this is the end of 2011. I just hope 2012 will be more wonderful. No more heartaches, no more tears. No enemies, and more friends. No more problems, no more suffer. And one thing if I could ask for, May all people surround me be blessed, and may their life always be filled by happiness. Amen. HAPPY EARLY NEW YEAR PEOPLE. 2012 will be a blast. GBUs :D |
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Sunday, October 16, 2011 ♥
Too sweet.  "Please Go back. Even if you're with me, there's no room in my thoughts for me to see you. And the reason I'm sick right now, might also be; because of my heart that's unable to see anyone else." - Jeon Jin ho | Personal Taste Episode 16. |
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Friday, May 20, 2011 ♥
memorial songs ♥ "Tak bisakah kau menungguku, hingga nanti tetap menunggu." Peterpan - Tak Bisakah; 2006. "Harus kuakui, aku sayang kamu, aku cinta kamu, oh hanya pada dirimu. Kuingin kau mampu terima hatiku, terima akan cintaku." Ungu - Saat Indah Bersamamu; 2007 "Dengarlah lagu, dari orang yang tak mau putus asa. Dengarlah lagu, dari orang yang tak ingin dilupakan." Dirly - Tak Ingin Dilupakan; 2007 "Di ruang rindu.......Kita bertemu." Letto - Ruang Rindu; 2008 "Ku jatuh cinta lagi, saat ku menanti jawaban cinta dari dirimu. Kini ku tak peduli, dia yang kupilih salahkah bila ku melupakanmu.." Ken - Batas Waktu; 2008 "Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini. Menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri. Engkau pergi, aku takkan pergi; kau menjauh aku takkan jauh. Sebenarnya, diriku masih mengharapkanmu." Yovie &Nuno - Menjaga Hati; 2008 "And I will be strong, even if it all goes wrong. When I'm standing in the dark, I'll still believe; someone's watching over me." Hilary Duff - Someone's Watching Over Me; 2008 "Kini terasa sungguh, semakin engkau jauh, semakin terasa dekat. Akan kukembangkan kasih yang engkau tanam di dalam hatiku." Vidi Aldiano - Nuansa Bening; 2008 "Hanya kamu yang bisa, membuat aku jadi tergila-gila." Tiket - Hanya Kamu Yang Bisa; 2008 "Zhi pa wo zi ji hui ai shang ni, bu gan rang zi ji kao de tai jin." "Just afraid I will fall in love with you, dare not let myself be too close to you." Harlem Yu - Qing Fei De Yi; 2009 "Dia tak pernah tahu, bagaimana ku menjagamu." Jikustik - Dia Harus Tahu; 2009 "If you could see that I'm the one who understands you, been here all along, so why can't you see? That maybe you belong with me.." Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me; 2009 Ello - Masih Ada; 2009 "Ku kan setia menjagamu, bersama dirimu dirimu. Sampai nanti akan s’lalu bersama dirimu." Vierra - Bersamamu; 2009 ♥ but at the same time something I don't wanna lose, and never wanna be without ever again." Neyo - Never Knew I Needed; 2010 "You're the apple to my pie; you're the straw to my berry. You're the smoke to my high; and you're the one I wanna marry." Auburn - Perfect Two; 2011 "And I wish that you could be the one I die with, And I pray that you're the one I build my home with, I hope I love you all my life.." Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One; 2011 |
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Saturday, February 26, 2011 ♥
A Crazy Little Thing Called Love.  A Crazy Little Thing Called Love, a Thailand movie.This is a super recommended movie to watch, really. I love this damn much. The story is so sweet, and the actor is effin' handsome! (read: Mario Maurer) I've never been addicted to an actor like this before, but this time I can't deny that Mario's adorable! ♥ The part when Shone opened his Secret Scrapbook really makes me cry :') You guys who wants to download the full version, you can download it using Torrent here: http://www.btscene.com/details/2353020/First+Love+English+Sub+Thai+Mo.html I've downloaded it, and the quality is quite good with a quite good English subtitles too (even it's not perfect :p) I'm so goin' to re-watch it :D |
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Tuesday, February 15, 2011 ♥
welcome me back! Well, kinda rarely open my blog since...... I made my tumblr :) I love re-blogging photos on tumblr. Hahaha. but I realize that blogger is much more comfortable to share my stories with. So here am I. In the mood of typing. This lately, I'm a bit addicted to what we call Toy Cam or Lomo. I've bought one, a disderi with 3 lenses. Something like this:  I bought the yellow-black one. This kind of camera doesn't use any battery, it uses a 35mm roll film. Yesterday I've tried to take some photos. hahahaha, Just can't wait to see the results! ;) |
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